In June of 2019, I discovered I had HER2 Positive Invasive Ductal Carcinoma Stage 3. As if the name wasn’t scary enough, they found four tumors in my right breast and the cancer had spread to some of the lymph nodes under my right arm. Termed aggressive. And I was afraid.
Many nights during those initial weeks, I jolted awake in sheer terror wondering if this diagnosis meant the end. But time and again, as I leaned deeper into my spirituality, I was lovingly guided with the same message: I was going to be OK. My healing journey would be used one day help others.
Armed with my faith and the belief in the body’s innate ability to heal, I stepped into the unknown. I took an active role, knowing that traditional Western medicine's treatment of my physical condition was only one piece of the equation. I had to get to the heart of it. According to author and podcaster, Dr. Rangan Chatterjee, chronic disease doesn't just happen. By the time doctors give a diagnosis, things have been going wrong for a very long time.
My life was out of balance. In addition to a wonderful team of medical doctors, I needed to begin healing emotionally, spiritually, and energetically. And thus, I enlisted the help of talented practitioners who heal the body and spirit in ways that medicine can't touch.
By not allowing the fear of data & statistics to overpower my instincts, I forged ahead with my gut and God as guides. I was fortunate that my type of cancer had a targeted treatment similar to immunotherapy. And for those researchers who developed the drugs Herceptin and Perjeta in 2012, I will always be eternally grateful. Unlike chemotherapy, which attacks every rapidly dividing cell in the body, this treatment directly targets cancer cells. Most importantly it works with the immune system, not against it.
The standard protocol was to combine this targeted treatment with chemotherapy, a mastectomy, and radiation. To all of which I said no. I wanted the targeted treatment alone. And amongst raised eyebrows by some in the medical field and in those around me, I began.
In conjunction with a radical new diet, an arsenal of supplements, Chinese medicine, acupuncture, Reiki, deep inner emotional and spiritual healing, and prayers from so many...
5 months later the results were in:
My lymph nodes were back to normal and my tumors, gone. As a recent update: In July 2020 my scans were still clear.
I believe, without a doubt, that my rapid healing was a combination of traditional & alternative medicine, diet, supplements, and the hand of God in my willingness to be broken in order to break through. I’ve always known cancer came to heal me in many ways. And still is. Healing unravels in layers over time. The physical results were the beginning. I'm still walking my journey.
As I write the first section of this blog in the present looking back, I see clearly how, even in the midst of chaos and uncertainty, everything was Divinely orchestrated. And while my healing may be unique to my body, I have always known that this journey was never meant for me alone. It is my hope to be the light in someone's darkness.
My wish is that you too, feel empowered to take an active role in your healing and follow your own truth.